Reading for K.M Money, Love & future

The reading was done from top left to right and then bottom left to right.

Top Row starting from the left:

1. The Moon (The Past)

You felt lonely, conflicted in your thoughts and with others (Family), Surviving on your own two feet soaring above every ones expectations of you.  Feeling confused about the future and afraid of what the future will bring you.

2. Lovers ( Present)

Found your love and you are working on manifesting a future with this guy.  It has come time in your life to decide if this guy is the person you wish to make a future with or move on.  You have been contemplating this for a while now.  You are questioning yourself on the relationship: How do I make this stronger?  How are we going to make this work financially?  You are feeling that you are the glue to this relationship and is starting to lose it's stickiness.  

3. Him (Page of Wands)

Hard worker, loyal, very driven to do his best, wants to impress you. He is lucky to have a woman like you. Doesn't feel he is worthy or good enough for you. He does love you.

4. You (The Empress)

Strong, saver, good with money and responsible. The dominate one in this relationship. You want a family and is feeling the need to settle down.  You want to be comfortable financially and in love.  You need to start taking care of yourself.  Doing this will also make you happier.  You will be comfortable in finances.  You won't win the lottery, but you will be comfortable because of your money saving sense.  

5. Future (Knight of Cups)

Strong future, lots of travel later in life.  There is love and family of your own in the future.  There will be some struggle with the relationship, but with your intelligence and strength it will prosper.

Bottom row- starting from the left

1. Past (Truth)

Wanting balance in everything in your life.  You keep dwelling on the past and evaluating it. You have learnt from your past, now use what you've learnt to forgive those that have hurt you. It is not worth keeping those emotions inside.  They will create greater stress and it is not worth it causing harm to your health mentally.

2. Present (Mental Conflict)

You carry a lot of self doubt and negative thoughts and feeling about yourself.  Stop sabotaging yourself. These thoughts are preventing you from being happy.  There is someone in your life ( family member) who is making you feel this way.  You have to remember that you have the strength and courage to be the better person.  Speak up and come to a resolution for your own mental heath and relief.  Now is the time to make amends with this person.

3. Future (Fertility)

Your own family, love , prosperity for you in the future.  In order to have all this you have to over come your self doubts, self abuse and make amends worth that family member.  Your future counts on it and once all those are meet, the future looks beautiful and bright.

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Cards used: LLewelyn tarot and Psyhic Tarot Oracle cards

The Magician #1

The Magician:
Crazy, multitasked, teacher, healer, wisdom, education, search for knowledge, in search for money and love, solution to problems, enlightenment, training, achiever, goal oriented, creative, new skills, self-employment, medical expertise, Craftsman,

The Fool

The Fool: 

The beginning of a journey, Innocence, spontaneous, crazy, solitude, a fresh start, symbol of a new born baby, second chance, adventure, time for a change, a new cycle in your life, excitement, careless, carefree, trusting with your heart not with your mind, confidence, leaving the past behind you, watch your step.

my cropped tarot deck

Doreen Vertue

Key words for Pentacles

PENTACLES:
(money & material things)
Element: Earth

Astrological signs: Taurus, Virgo,Capricorn

Key words:
Feminine, physical discomfort, money, merchant, someone that has to do with money, health, wealth, inheritance, real estate, study, education

Season: Winter

Direction: North

Timing: Years

Occupations: Dancers, sculptures, chefs, bankers, business people, accountants, property ,managers, builders, farmer, students, labours and construction workers.

Characteristics of people:
Brown hair or dark hair, dark eyes, dark complexion or skin, resourceful, service oriented, dutiful, practical, down to earth, realistic, insensitive, direct, efficient, sensible, decent, reliable, persistent, materialistic, money minded, studious, dull, educated, selfish, unimaginative.

Key words for Swords

SWORDS:
(troubles & Problems)

Element: Air

Astrological signs: Libra, Gemini, Aquarius

Key words: 
Masculine, forceful, emotions, most negative suit, mental problems, anger, stress, pain, struggles, warning of surgery, warning of divorce, separation, aggression, courage, boldness, intellect issues, sickness, accidents, death

Season: Fall

Direction: East

Timing: Months

Occupations: Music, computer graphics, illustration, journalist,travellers, arbitrators, doctors, lawyers, nurses, judges, paid advisors, police officers and military leader

Characteristics of people:  mental, communicative, detached, intellectual, cool, cold, serious, analytical, head over heart, strong minded, determined, truth seeking, insensitive, avoids intimacy, aggressive, spiteful, struggle, hostile, brown dark hair, light eyes, olive complexion

Key words for Cups

CUPS:

Element: Water
(emotions and love)

Astrological signs: Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces

Key words:
Feminine, emotions, love, feelings, happiness, family, motherly, pleasant, relationship oriented, intuitive/ psychic, weak, unreliable, sentimental, resentful, angry, concerned with other peoples needs

Season:  Summer

Direction: West

Timing: Days

Characteristics of people: Brown hair, dark blue or green eyes and fair complexion

Occupations: Singing, pottery, flower arranging, counselors, artists, musicians, psychics, welfare/social workers.

Key words for Wands

WANDS
( work & social)


Element: Fire


Astrological signs: Leo, Aries and Sagittarius

work, forceful, masculine, positive, energy, enterprise, business, desire, passion, want to be noticed, growth, self, labours, creative issues, business opportunities, ventures.

Season: Spring
Direction: south
Timing: Weeks

Occupations: Artists, writer, Entrepreneurs, sales person, teacher, preachers, politician

People: Fair, blond or red hair, dark or light eye colour, fair complexion

Character:  Cheerful, out going, vital, enthusiastic, fun loving, active, travel, leaders, sports, shallow, restless, full of life, impulsive.

Reading for JUJU- How does my dad feel about how I handled things & did he want those changes to be made?

  You protect yourself and your feelings are bottled up in side you. Your dad watches you everyday just like the bird is flying around the queen in the Queen of swords (Top Card).  He says you can let your guard down and try to let go of past or present hurts.  Don't worry too much. You made these changes and he is ok with it. He understands why and that's all right.

  Change is good.  The change had to do with a custom that was not kept. Get the feeling that it is related to property: house, land or a business that belonged to your dad or was in your family for a long time. This change happened quickly.  You made this change because it felt right to you.   Your decision was  genuine and tried to be positive all the way through even though you were getting family members against it.   You felt like people were holding you back and that enough was enough for you.  This change was very difficult for you because of the emotions and feelings you were battling with.  I think this change had to due with a work related issue. Change of job that required some travel or relocation.  I have a strong feeling that it was property related. Change of residence.

  Your father was a man who could stand up to anyone. He was clever and had a great sense of humour. He inspired many with his personality.  A person who people were drawn to.

  You were uncertain which way to turn. You had to make a decision based of your feelings and your gut even though your head was saying something else.  You hold your emotions inside. You have to tackle your problems while they are fresh, because if you wait they will still be there waiting.  I sense that this brought on family conflict between family members.  During this time your eyes became open to know who your true friends are and which family members you can trust.   You also used your intuition to make this decision/change.  It was kind of done blindly, but it was the correct one.

  You fought for this outcome, and your dad is ok with it.  I also see  a new job coming or it already happened for you or your husband.  There was more traveling to get to this job played a part in your decision making.  You'll be going on vacation soon and possibly deciding on getting another car.

All in all we have to make decisions based on our current situation and that benefits you and your family.  Once the change is made run with it and stand by what you chose.

Hope this helped. Many blessings my friend.

My Recommended books

I want to share some of my book selections and review them.  One of the best books for a beginner Tarot reader is to invest in the book The Tarot Bible.  It has a lot of information that will keep your attention and quench your thrust for this knowledge on Tarot. It is all done n colour , which helps because you can compare your cards along with the images in the book.  It give a ton of different spreads and explains briefly numerology, astrology and the history and it's proper use of Tarot.  I give it a 8 out of 10 stars-********

Tarot Shadow work is a book on healing yourself with Tarot.  It is interesting but it did not hold my attention very long.  Probably because I am still learning the tarot and want to know it completely before I wonder into other ways to to use this craft.  I don't believe in spell work either.  I believe in prayer. Spell work to me in my opinion is not to be worked with, unless you are very confident and knowledgeable in what you are doing.  I rather pray.  So my rating of this book is 4 stars out of 10- ****


Psychic Tarot:  This definitely something that I am interested in and it is not for the beginner.  This is not a read and then put away book. There are lessons in every chapter.  Make sure you have a high lighter to high light important info or a workbook with you.  I recommend this book for the advanced reader.  It teaches you how to be more intuitive and how to see more into the cards with your mind.  Stars: 8 stars out of 10- ********


Tarot for Life:    Very informative for the beginner.  There too is a lot of information on how to treat your cards, cleansing, spreads.  How to read to others and for yourself.  The images are in black and white. This is just like any other beginner Tarot book out there on the market.  Nothing different.  A great book to start with.  Stars: 7 stars out of 10- *******

1st entry: Fertility treatments with Tarot

 I am sitting here in the waiting room and see all the different cultures and faces in this fertility clinic.  It takes over an hour to drive here.  Luckily I work 25 mins away from here.  I left work today to meet the doctor who will help in pregnant us with a second child. I hope it will just be one and not multiples, then again there is a risk of that.  It's stated as a fact that this procedure IUI is a 25% chance of becoming pregnant.    If It happened for me the first time around with my daughter then I am hopeful that it will work again.
  There is silence in this room and all you can hear is the TV playing the movie The sisterhood of the traveling pants.  There are couples that sit together but they seem alone and in deep thought.  I know what they are thinking, because I too was there 4 years ago.
  I found it fascinating that I pulled this card out this morning as my daily reading.  I usually sit in my car, parked at my works parking lot and pull a card for the day.  "What will today bring or what do I have to learn today?" is usually how it goes.
  This card means family, happiness, health relationship, true love, joy, you are loved, great support from a loved one. It was perfect because it confirmed for me that this is the right thing to do.  I had my doubts because I know how painful the process of a fertility treatment is; not only physical but emotion too.
   This is my way of sharing what it is like to go through fertility treatments, pcos and how tarot can help provide an insight to the situation.

Reading for H.H: What day did my father die on and what did he die from? Name of father Edward Joseph Christopher H

Eight of Swords:
Your dad was a hard working man. He was a handy man, knew how to fix things and loved his job/work and his family.  He was good with his money and knew how to save.  He loved to learn new things. I get the feeling he was self employed and of the mind set " If you're  gong to do something , do it once and correctly".   I am also getting  the day of his passing being on Saturday. 


Queen of swords:
You are the lady siting in the chair, holding the sword as protection.  You are protecting yourself from your pain of the loss of your dad.  You are strong and need to know that you can let your guard down and accept that you are not alone. Let go of your pain.  He is with you, just look up and he will be there like the bird in the sky that is depicted on this card. He is watching over you.  You'll be all right.


Seven of Swords:
I'm getting the feeling that he died unexpectedly and to his surprise too.  He died from an indirect cause, so he was not killed or suicide was not a factor.  He needed medical attention and he refused it.  He was running away from medical help because he felt that he was strong enough to cure himself.  a feeling of guilt on his part is what I'm getting.  He didn't want to bother anyone.  He was robbed from his life by an illness that could of been treated by aggressive medical treatment.  His passing was almost a relief for him because some of his troubles were now gone except for his concern for 2 people that he is strongly connected too. These people are represented by the 2 swords that  are left standing by him in the ground.  Possibly family members.  He looks over his shoulder and watches them even though he is not going to be there physically. 

Reading for H.H: Where is my relationship with R.B going?

Six of Swords:
You have come a long way from what you were in the past. More initiative with yourself and relieved from past stress and troubles.  You represent the woman in the boat being rescued by a young man R.B.  You are finally taking your life into your own hands and not being influenced by others.  You are heading into calm waters now where in the past you were up and then down like waves in stormy water.  R.B makes you feel safe, protected and you can share every detail with him without being afraid or judged.  You can be yourself.  He is the young man in the boat protecting you from harms way and leading you to a life of calmness and happiness. You both share the love for traveling. You may be traveling in the near future, possibly a cruise.  You will not suffer anymore when it comes to the matters of the heart because you know now what you want and where you want to be.  You have learnt from your past experiences and are now ready to take the leap with someone.

Six of Pentacles:
Finally you are getting what you deserve. Someone who treats you with respect and who adores you.  He will share everything with you. He is a giving person and you love that as you watch him do this with your own eyes. He is not selfish.  You don't have to worry about being taken care of.  You will be coming into some money that is rightfully yours.  I see a new business being started by you or you helping someone start a business.  You are even going to lend some money to a friend to help them out with their education.  It seems that R.H is also good with his money. You both balance each other out and that is a great thing to have.

Queen of Swords:
You have a strong will and personality.  You have no problem standing up for yourself.  It's time to let R.H know how you feel and what you want in this relationship.  You are clear in what you want, just share it with him.  You may know an older woman whose relationship or marriage is not the healthiest and she suffers everyday.  Possibly a mother, grandmother, friend or aunt.  she is sad and emotionally drained.  By seeing this you know that you don't want what she has and do not want to become her.

All in all, the cards indicate you've met R.H in the spring, that it is a young relationship.  It is healthy thus far and it is a relationship that you  dreamt of for a while now and you now have it.  I do see you both in a long serious relationship but I don't see marriage yet.  I see you both working on career building before a marriage decision can be made.