Reading for me: How is my Fertility treatments coming along?

Today I'm working with Dr Steven D Farmer Earth Magic Oracle cards ( my favourite) and Doreen Virtue Healing with the angels Oracle Cards

The question I asked myself was: How is my fertility Treatments coming along?  

  I want to clear something that has been bothering me lately.   I am doing this to help others understand the difficulty in which woman like myself have in becoming pregnant due to PCOS.  I really don't care that people may talk behind my back or snicker and make stupid remarks.  I am here to educate all of you that are going through the same symptoms, letting you know that this is common and you are not alone and those of you that are ignorant because behaving in this fashion is called ignorance and uneducated.  It's funny, when I ask the question the study card came through.  I get some questions from my family: Aren't you embarrassed to tell people these things?  Why am I supposed to be embarrassed!  I'm not doing anything to be embarrassed about.  This is something that God has given me and I am challenging it for my better good.  I can either sit here and feel sorry for myself and be childless or take action and have my own dream family.

  The card study to me means to educate myself on PCOS and infertility treatments so I can pass along my learnings to all of you.  Educate myself on different PCOS treatments and find alternatives to drug taking.  If I have any questions about this condition and infertility is to ask my doctor or nurse at the clinic even if the question sounds stupid to me.  For example:  Yesterday July 13,2011, I went in for cycle monitoring where they did another internal ultra sound that left me in tremendous pain including today. I asked the ultra sound tech if she sees any eggs that are about to drop from my ovaries...she said no there are no eggs that are going to drop, but you have a large 4 cm cyst on your right ovary.  I left it at that.  When the nurse called me into discuss my visit, I asked her if it was still possible for a woman to have a period even though there are no eggs or egg that passes through the fallopian tube into the uterus?  She said yes.  I had no idea.  Apparently the period is the shedding of the uterus walls and if there is no sign of an egg, the uterus sheds the old uterus resulting in a period.  My periods are painful due to the cyst on my right ovary that fails to pop out.  See, I am continuously educating myself with this fabulous body of mine ( Sarcasm People).

  Dance/ Celebration Card- I'm feeling as if I need to celebrate my body and who I am as a woman.  A woman who will fight for my rights and for my dreams.  Celebrate the fact that I can use my anger, knowledge and use it in a positive way of expressing myself through this blog.  I also feel and know  that PCOS is hereditary on my mothers side.  My mom and I were talking about this the other day.  How she suffered from cysts and had a very hard time with conceiving my brother and I.  It took her 4 years to have my brother and 4 after him to have me with a miscarriage in between.    I've learnt through all this to stop and listen to some music and that life is not all about money and working, but to celebrate with loved ones and to celebrate you as a person and accept yourself and love yourself before you can go on and love another human being.